tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16101194652115040402011-10-21T19:31:16.378-07:00sunshine smilehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368096164094288914noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1610119465211504040.post-19530019037311807892011-03-07T06:24:00.001-08:002011-03-07T06:24:23.324-08:00So I have tried to journal how I have been feeling these last few days, well maybe its been a week. I am so damn tired of shit<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1610119465211504040-1953001903731180789?l=timeneverwaits.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sunshine smilehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368096164094288914noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1610119465211504040.post-30408094280200112302011-01-17T19:37:00.000-08:002011-01-17T19:37:33.312-08:00<span style="font-family: &quot;Helvetica Neue&quot;, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am very new to blogging. Blogging is something I have tried to attempt before but I could not get used to letting go of pen and paper and saying hello to my laptop everyday. Now I think I am ready.I need anonymous followers instead of the judgemental "friends" on facebook. I have never thought about sharing my real feelings with the world, atleast not yet. I know that I planned on maybe sharing my journals (the teenage triumps that I thankfully documented) when I finally find what it is I am looking for in life, which feels like it could be forever until that day. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: Arial;">Now, I am a mom of a 21 month old, a fiance and a starving artist. By the way, I am 22 years old... turning 23 in February. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: Arial;">Oh... who the hell am I talking to. I mean really, someone explain to me how to gain followers who want to hear what I have to say. Or should I just write like I am talking to someone or write like no one is listening? What are the rules of blogging? Because personally I am not one to gain happiness by holding anything back, even though the truth hurts... I have no more room to supress anything from this day on. lol. </span><br /><span style="font-family: Arial;">I am hoping that by blogging I can release some of the past that still lives inside me but at the same time live each day like it's my last. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Bye to facebook, facebook to me seems like the devil. The ego manifests itself into the site, sucking every ounce of feelings inside of you&nbsp;within a matter of just looking at one persons' status update. What is the big competition anyway? I commited facebook suicide today... Just hoping I don't log back in, in a week.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: Arial;">I hope I figure out blogspot soon&nbsp; because it seems a little more complicated than a notebook &amp; pen.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1610119465211504040-3040809428020011230?l=timeneverwaits.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>sunshine smilehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01368096164094288914noreply@blogger.com0